End of day 14 of fast
Today was another hard day in dealing with temptations. Throughout the day I was tempted to eat and also I was tempted to eat candy. It was all around me at work. My emotions were telling me to eat something and I did not give into it.
Before I started the fast I was not for sure how long I was going to do it. I wanted to at least fast for 14 days up to 21 days. I've been debating how long I was going to fast and all day I was thinking I was going to break the fast within the next couple of days. Today I so was ready to break the fast tomorrow. But it wasn't tell I got home from work and start thinking and was inspired and I decided that I was going to continue the fast for 21 days. That gives me even more time to get myself and my body prepared to eat the way God wants me to eat and it gives me more time to continue getting my mind set ready for when I do start eating, that I don't fall in the cycle of abusing my body again. Along with giving my body a much need rest from all the times I have abused it and allowing it to repair and renew itself.
Before I started the fast I was not for sure how long I was going to do it. I wanted to at least fast for 14 days up to 21 days. I've been debating how long I was going to fast and all day I was thinking I was going to break the fast within the next couple of days. Today I so was ready to break the fast tomorrow. But it wasn't tell I got home from work and start thinking and was inspired and I decided that I was going to continue the fast for 21 days. That gives me even more time to get myself and my body prepared to eat the way God wants me to eat and it gives me more time to continue getting my mind set ready for when I do start eating, that I don't fall in the cycle of abusing my body again. Along with giving my body a much need rest from all the times I have abused it and allowing it to repair and renew itself.


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