Hear me Lord

Oh Sweet & Loving Lord, Hear my cry and please don't pass me by. I need help. I have sinned against you and I have dug myself into this deep, dark hole that I promised myself that I'd never see again. I'm not enjoying life anymore and I'm simply just going through the motions, drifting through life day by day. The things I once cared about I really don't care about anymore. I'm tired of pretending to the people around me that I'm ok. I don't want to pretend anymore. I want to be well. I'm begging for your grace and mercy, even though I don't deserve it.

Please forgive me and lead me out of this ugly dark place. I don't know what to do anymore. I am just sick of myself and the weakness that I am submissive to. I know that it is wrong and I can't go on like this much longer. Strengthen me Beautiful Savior to get out of this depression and help me get back on my two feet so I can be used by you. Please renew my mind, body and spirit. Have mercy on me and clean my heart. Clear my thinking and bless me with better self control. Help me to conquer this addition once and for all and bless me with wisdom so I will not be deceived.

In Jesus Name, Amen