The sun is starting to shine again

I'm so excited that my joy is coming back and I'm getting my passion that I once had back. I was stuck in a season of compromise and I'm glad to be finally breaking through to the next season God has planned for my life. Life is great because I am not struggling to eat right and I'm not struggling to motivate myself to go workout. God has picked me off the ground once again and by God's beautiful grace, he is healing my body each day. Even though I had a long and tiring day at work, I'm still full of joy and I still thank him for the job he has blessed me with and the position he has allowed me to have.

Because I just found out that I might see someone special in 3 weeks, my thinking has dramatically changed. It has just came aware to me now how much I was compromising on taking care of my body. Now, all of a sudden, I want to do what's best so I can look my best. Why didn't I always want to look me best before I knew he might be out here. I have put so much on hold because of my procrastination. I put on hold getting my body in shape and I put on hold fixing my apartment up and decorating it. Even though I was believing God to send me a man and to send me friends, I know am realizing that I have been double minded on the issue the whole time. If I wanted double-minded on that issue, I wouldn't have put all of that on hold.

Even if he doesn't like me or if I don't see him, that's ok because I have trust in God that he will send me the right person at the right time.