All I have

Today I didn't overeat and I ate all raw vegetables and nuts. Work was ok, a little stressful. I just feel like i'm not manager material and I'm not as experienced as I should be. But because of all this, it is making me draw closer to Jesus because He is all I have. I have no family here, no friends other the other assistants, and I'm going through some major trials. Today I had a couple moments where I just wanted to go cry somewhere. I stayed strong and got myself together though. Plus I just feel so lonely and I was thinking earlier how it would be nice if had friends around to talk to and vent to but I don't. Then Jesus reminded me that I should come to Him with all my problems and worries and rely on Him to give me comfort and peace. I think God has put me in this season of loneliness and pain to make me see that without Him I am nothing and that nothing in this world will make me whole except for Him. Plus i'm experiencing the truth that the more obedient you are to God, the greater the power and favor you will have from Him.

James 4:8 -"Draw close to God, and God will draw close to you."

Jeremiah 29:13 - "When you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I'll make sure you won't be disappointed."

Philippians 2:12-13 - "Continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his purpose."

Job 13:15 - "God may kill me, but I still will trust him."