One more day wasted

Today went well till I got home from work. The hour of time I get home from work is the time I'm the weakest. I have a choice to live out my purpose and go workout or stay home and be a glutton.... Well, I regretfully picked the latter. Yet another day that I was blessed with wasted because of my selfish desires. God is still waiting for me to totally surrender my life to Him again and I'm still waiting for me to pull my head out from where it doesn't belong and wake up. Time is precious and I don't have much more of it before my time is up here on earth to fulfill God's purpose for my life. This is one battle I know I can wait on the Lord to deliver me from. I have to go through the fire and don't give up because it deals with my purpose. If it wasn't for the grace and comfort I have received from the Lord through all of this, I don't know how I could have made it this far without going insane or killing myself... seriously. I have so much hope though because I know that the greater the battle, the greater the glory.

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those who are crushed in spirit."-Psalm 34:18.

"If we share Christ's glory, we must also share his suffering. What we suffer now is nothing compared to the glory he will give us later." -Romans 8:17-18

"Give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus." -1 Thessalonians 5:18

"Don't be bewildered or surprised when you go through the fiery trials ahead, for this is no strange, unusual thing that is going to happen to you." -1 Peter 4:12