I will be destroyed no more
I've had it!!! I can't live my life like this any more! The devil has stolen to much from me already and I'm physically watching him destroy my life everyday. In every area of my life I'm reaping the rotten fruit of my disobedience. I've let food be the controller of my life. My body has gone to hell, my attitude is not where it needs to be, I'm lazy and I'm not motivated to do anything, my work performance is poor and gets worse every day, my heart is hardened, I have low concentration because food is always on my mind, I've lost my passion for life, & I have no peace and joy. Nonetheless, I'm ashamed to let people know that I'm a born again, spirit filled Christian. I'm not ashamed of Jesus, I'm ashamed that I'm acting this way when I call myself a Christian. I haven't even worn my cross necklace because I don't want to give Christians a wrong name. I'm suppose to be salt and light to a dark world. Jesus is so awesome and He loves me so much and He wants to give a good life...SO WHY THE HELL AM I TRYING TO BE FRIENDS WITH THE DEVIL!
I'm so mad right now I could scream! It's an all out battle now for my life. I can either partner up with God to get it back, or let the devil steal from me.
Dear Lord, I'm sorry sinning for against you. I don't deserve anything from you. I know that I am your child and I know that I able to come boldly to the throne so here I am demanding that you help me fight this battle because I cannot do it alone! Help me to turn from my wicked ways. Help me to put on the full armor of God so I am prepared to fight. I'm powerless without you. My life is a living hell without you. I need your mercy and grace. You are so Holy and worthy of all my praise. Thank you for saving me and thank you for not ending my life yet. Thank you for giving me hope and giving me a future.
Therefore let us cast off the works of darkness, and let us put on the armor of light. NKJV
Rom 13:12
...if My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land. NKJV
2 Chron 7:14
...take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having girded your waist with truth... NKJV
Eph 6:13-14
He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. NKJV
Ps 147:3
Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me away from Your presence, and do not take Your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of Your salvation, and uphold me by Your generous Spirit. NKJV
Ps 51:10-12
I'm so mad right now I could scream! It's an all out battle now for my life. I can either partner up with God to get it back, or let the devil steal from me.
Dear Lord, I'm sorry sinning for against you. I don't deserve anything from you. I know that I am your child and I know that I able to come boldly to the throne so here I am demanding that you help me fight this battle because I cannot do it alone! Help me to turn from my wicked ways. Help me to put on the full armor of God so I am prepared to fight. I'm powerless without you. My life is a living hell without you. I need your mercy and grace. You are so Holy and worthy of all my praise. Thank you for saving me and thank you for not ending my life yet. Thank you for giving me hope and giving me a future.
Therefore let us cast off the works of darkness, and let us put on the armor of light. NKJV
Rom 13:12
...if My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land. NKJV
2 Chron 7:14
...take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having girded your waist with truth... NKJV
Eph 6:13-14
He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. NKJV
Ps 147:3
Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me away from Your presence, and do not take Your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of Your salvation, and uphold me by Your generous Spirit. NKJV
Ps 51:10-12
posted by ENS at 10:24 AM
2 Comments:
glad to see you pointing your anger in the right direction! and away from yourself.
love yourself, hate the devil. "resist the devil and he will flee from you."
more power to you! you can do all things through Christ which strengthens you!
http://kimckorinek.blogspot.com/2006/03/eating-well-so-that-others-may-eat.html
hello E! My friend wrote a cool blog entry about CalTransfer, see the link above to access it. thought you might be interested.
luv,
Laura
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