Strong desire for a guy
I'm not for sure about what I think about a certain situation with a certain someone that God has put across my path. All I know is that I have a strong desire for this person and I feel like God is telling me that he is the one and that I should have faith in Him that He will make everything happen in His perfect timing and I don't need to worry about a thing. But again I could be totally wrong. I guess that's the point in having faith, believing in things you can't see.
I have prayed for God to show me what this person means to me and show me if this person is the one. I have told Him that I desire to have this person as my lifelong partner but He knows what is best for me and if this person is not what is best for me then I don't want Him. I have prayed to bless this person in all areas of his life, even in his relationships with others, because I want him to be happy.
The whole situation is just crazy and things that has happened between the two of us I can see definite ways in which God could have been playing a part in. But how knows. It drives me nuts because I think about this person daily. There are so many things that I come in contact with on a daily bases that remind me of this person. Lately more and more I have come to the understanding of how God is control over everything and He can make things happen that no one else can do. He can make anything come to pass if it is His will to do so and nothing can stop Him. I'm learning to stop putting limits on what He can do. Anything is possible with the help of God.
This situation is so complex and crazy I can't even really talk to anyone about it because it is just to crazy and I'm sure people would think I'm nuts. I have talked about it to a couple different people about different sections of the story but I'm sure the whole time I'm telling them about it, they are thinking this girl is screwed up and she's not on the right path with God and she totally needs to move on. The devil could be putting those thoughts in my head but I don't know. That's is hardest thing about the situation is having the faith about something that doesn't look like it would ever come to pass. All I know is that if it does come true, it will be a divine connection and God will definitely take all the credit because there would be no way it could have happened without His help.
I have faith that it will come to pass one of these days but I'm showing God that I don't have complete total faith in Him if I'm setting up a profile on the net in hopes of finding "the one". I have to be patient for his perfect timing. Just another test of faith that is holding up my promise......
When we try to speed things up, all we end up doing is stretching out our waiting time.
I have prayed for God to show me what this person means to me and show me if this person is the one. I have told Him that I desire to have this person as my lifelong partner but He knows what is best for me and if this person is not what is best for me then I don't want Him. I have prayed to bless this person in all areas of his life, even in his relationships with others, because I want him to be happy.
The whole situation is just crazy and things that has happened between the two of us I can see definite ways in which God could have been playing a part in. But how knows. It drives me nuts because I think about this person daily. There are so many things that I come in contact with on a daily bases that remind me of this person. Lately more and more I have come to the understanding of how God is control over everything and He can make things happen that no one else can do. He can make anything come to pass if it is His will to do so and nothing can stop Him. I'm learning to stop putting limits on what He can do. Anything is possible with the help of God.
This situation is so complex and crazy I can't even really talk to anyone about it because it is just to crazy and I'm sure people would think I'm nuts. I have talked about it to a couple different people about different sections of the story but I'm sure the whole time I'm telling them about it, they are thinking this girl is screwed up and she's not on the right path with God and she totally needs to move on. The devil could be putting those thoughts in my head but I don't know. That's is hardest thing about the situation is having the faith about something that doesn't look like it would ever come to pass. All I know is that if it does come true, it will be a divine connection and God will definitely take all the credit because there would be no way it could have happened without His help.
I have faith that it will come to pass one of these days but I'm showing God that I don't have complete total faith in Him if I'm setting up a profile on the net in hopes of finding "the one". I have to be patient for his perfect timing. Just another test of faith that is holding up my promise......
When we try to speed things up, all we end up doing is stretching out our waiting time.
posted by ENS at 10:20 PM
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