I finally apologized for the lie

I have felt so guilty and ashamed of my behavior at work last week when I lied. I felt so guilty that it made me sick to my stomach. I think for the most part why I felt so guilty is because I'm suppose to be this good Christian women and here I am throwing away my integrity and the trust other's had in me for a stupid, retard lie. I finally got up enough nerve and I went and apologize today to the boss I lied to. He, I think, was surprised about the whole deal because he thought it was no big deal and really didn't think anything about the lie. He actual apologized in a way by saying he wasn't mad at me and that he is a hard head and he was just frustrated with the actions of the other people involved. I told him ok but this was something I had to do to for myself because of my guilty conscience. It was such a humbling and embarrassing experience. In the middle of the conversation my eyes started watering and it was either because I was so embarrassed or because I was so happy that I choose to walk in the spirit and I was strong and obedient and I did the right thing. I felt such a relief after I did that and I don't feel ashamed anymore when I'm around him.